Thursday, 7 January 2016

Surat untuk Calon Suami



Assalamualaikum kanda yang kuimpikan,,,

Bagaimana kabarmu hari ini? Sudahkah kau bsuh wajahmu dengan sucinya air wudhu, yang membuat wajah bersahajamu diliputi cahaya? Sudahkah malam tadi kau habiskan sepertiganya dengan bermunajat kepada-Nya? Sudahkah kau bulatkan azzam-mu untuk istiqamah di jaan-Nya?

Kanda...

Tegakkan bahumu, sempurnakan semangatmu, penuhi dadamu dengan nama-Nya, jemputlah rizkimu dengan sungguh-sungguh. Aku mengantarmu dengan selempang doa yang tersampir di bahu angin. Semoga hari ini Allah melimpahkan keberkahan disetiap tarikan nafasmu. Penuhi pundi-pundi amalmu dengan kebaikan, jangan sisakan sedikit pun waktumu untuk kesia-siaan.

Malam nanti, aku kembali menunggumu dalam hening doa-doaku. Sandarkan hatimu pada-Nya, agar Dia memberimu kekuatan. Semoga esok hari kau tak lagi ragu menjemputku, menemani hari-harimu.
Siapapun engkau, dimanapun berada, semoga Allah menjagamu, hingga tibba waktunya perjuangan panjangu tak lagi sendiri. Maka, kukuhkanlah kembali semangatmu. Semoga esok hari kau tak lagi ragu untuk hadir menjemputku.

Wassalam...

Ya Allah jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku pada seseorng yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu, agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintai-Mu.

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu, agar tiada aku terjatuh dalam jurag cinta semu.

Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu, janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam-Mu.

Ya Allah, jika Kau Halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu, jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu yng abadi hanya kepada-Mu.

~ Pemuda ~

Sebuah Syair yang saya kutip dari Muhammad Iqbal


~ Pemuda ~
Dia pribadi yang muslim
Berhati emas, berpotensi prima
Yang dikala damai
Anggun petaka kijang dari padang peburuan
Yang dikala perang
Perkasa bak harimau kumbang
Dia perpaduan manis empedu
Satu kali dengan kawan
Lain kali dengan lawan
Yang lembut dalam berbahasa
Yang teguh membawa suluh
Angannya sederhana
Citanya mulia
Tinggi dalam keutamaan dalam hati-hati
Tinggi budi, rendah hati
Dialah sutera halus ditengah sahabat tulus
Dialah baja
Ditentangnya musuh durhaka
Dia bagai gerimis atau embun tiris
Yang memekarkan bunga-bunga
Yng melambaikan tagkai-tangkai
Dia juga putting beliung
Yang melemparkan ombak menggunung
Yang mengguncangkan lau ke relung-relung
Dialah gemericik air di taman sari, asri
Dia juga penumbang segala belantara
Segala sahara
Dialah pertautan Agung Iman Abu Bakar
Perkasa Ali
Teguhnya Salman
Mandirinya di tengah massa yang bergoyang
Ibarat entera ulama di tengah gulita sahara
Dia pilih Syahid Fi Sabilillah atas segala kursi dan upeti
Dia menuju bintang menggapai malaikat
Dia tentang tindak kuffar pola aniya dimana saja
Maka nilainy pun membumbung tinggi
Harganya semakin tak terperi
Maka siapakah yang sanggup membelinya?
Kecuali Rabb-nya

Thursday, 31 December 2015

Halusinasi (Catatan Akhir Tahun 2015)



Ada begitu banyak hal yang tersembunyi dalam diriku
Itu membuatku berubah begitu banyak
Itu membuatku tertidur,
Membuat tangan dan kakiku terikat
Mengurungku dalam ruangan yang gelap

Potongan-potongan waktu yang hilang
Kenangan cinta yang telah aku buang
Mereka semua telah terhapus dan terbuang

Tanpa tahu apapun, aku hanya berteriak
Aku hanya punya ingatan ini
Sakit..

Hatiku yang telah membeku bagai es
Namun, ini akan terlupakan setelah aku tidur
Aku ingin melarikan diri dari rasa sakit ini yang membelenggu

Seseorang...
Bangunkan aku
Dari jiwaku yang penuh bekas luka

Langit malam yang berwarna
Penuh olehmu,
Seseorang yang tidak mau pergi
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     
Membangunkanku dari tidurku
Suaramu yang berbisik “aku mencintaimu”
Aroma itu, aku tau itu kamu

Aku mendengar lewat telingaku setiap hari
Aang mencariku “Kau dimana?”
Aku tersembunyi disebuah tempat dimana aku tidak bisa melihatmu
Rasa sakit yang ku terima untukmu

Ketika kemarahanku menjadi satu
Akan kukejar ingatan yang hilang dari tidurku
Aku ingin menemukan diriku sebenarnya
Yang bukan dirimu

Namun luka dihatiku terlalu membesar
Kucoba untuk menyembunyikannya
Tapi mereka bersembunyi dihatiku dan membangunkanku
Aku bertemu denganmu disisi lain

Kenanganku yang mengerikan
Kau memeluk bahkan untuk perasaanku yang hilang
Kau membantuku bangkit dari kehancuran

Aku mencoba untuk tidak melepaskan tanganmu
Aku mencoba untuk menghapus mimpi burukku
Aku mencoba begitu keras
Di tempat ini dimana aku terjebak sendiri
Aku ingin menggulung kegelapan
Temukan aku
 
Meski aku tidak bisa menyentuhmu
Atau disetuh olehmu
Apa yang mengontrolku?
Ini bukan kehidupan yang hidup dalam diriku
Apa yang bisa menyembuhkanku?
Bukanlah obat yang ampuh
Melainkan cintamu,

Di langit malam yang tidak bisa kusentuh
Aku melihatmu berbalik
Membuatku melarikan diri dari hari yang melelahkan

“Maaf” katamu saat kau memegang tanganku
“Jangan pergi” kau memanggilku
Dalam kesedihan bahwa aku tidak bisa melihatmu lagi
Air mataku jatuh lagi

Thursday, 7 January 2016

Surat untuk Calon Suami

Posted by Unknown at 20:18 0 comments


Assalamualaikum kanda yang kuimpikan,,,

Bagaimana kabarmu hari ini? Sudahkah kau bsuh wajahmu dengan sucinya air wudhu, yang membuat wajah bersahajamu diliputi cahaya? Sudahkah malam tadi kau habiskan sepertiganya dengan bermunajat kepada-Nya? Sudahkah kau bulatkan azzam-mu untuk istiqamah di jaan-Nya?

Kanda...

Tegakkan bahumu, sempurnakan semangatmu, penuhi dadamu dengan nama-Nya, jemputlah rizkimu dengan sungguh-sungguh. Aku mengantarmu dengan selempang doa yang tersampir di bahu angin. Semoga hari ini Allah melimpahkan keberkahan disetiap tarikan nafasmu. Penuhi pundi-pundi amalmu dengan kebaikan, jangan sisakan sedikit pun waktumu untuk kesia-siaan.

Malam nanti, aku kembali menunggumu dalam hening doa-doaku. Sandarkan hatimu pada-Nya, agar Dia memberimu kekuatan. Semoga esok hari kau tak lagi ragu menjemputku, menemani hari-harimu.
Siapapun engkau, dimanapun berada, semoga Allah menjagamu, hingga tibba waktunya perjuangan panjangu tak lagi sendiri. Maka, kukuhkanlah kembali semangatmu. Semoga esok hari kau tak lagi ragu untuk hadir menjemputku.

Wassalam...

Ya Allah jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku pada seseorng yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu, agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintai-Mu.

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu, agar tiada aku terjatuh dalam jurag cinta semu.

Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu, janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam-Mu.

Ya Allah, jika Kau Halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu, jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu yng abadi hanya kepada-Mu.

~ Pemuda ~

Posted by Unknown at 19:55 0 comments
Sebuah Syair yang saya kutip dari Muhammad Iqbal


~ Pemuda ~
Dia pribadi yang muslim
Berhati emas, berpotensi prima
Yang dikala damai
Anggun petaka kijang dari padang peburuan
Yang dikala perang
Perkasa bak harimau kumbang
Dia perpaduan manis empedu
Satu kali dengan kawan
Lain kali dengan lawan
Yang lembut dalam berbahasa
Yang teguh membawa suluh
Angannya sederhana
Citanya mulia
Tinggi dalam keutamaan dalam hati-hati
Tinggi budi, rendah hati
Dialah sutera halus ditengah sahabat tulus
Dialah baja
Ditentangnya musuh durhaka
Dia bagai gerimis atau embun tiris
Yang memekarkan bunga-bunga
Yng melambaikan tagkai-tangkai
Dia juga putting beliung
Yang melemparkan ombak menggunung
Yang mengguncangkan lau ke relung-relung
Dialah gemericik air di taman sari, asri
Dia juga penumbang segala belantara
Segala sahara
Dialah pertautan Agung Iman Abu Bakar
Perkasa Ali
Teguhnya Salman
Mandirinya di tengah massa yang bergoyang
Ibarat entera ulama di tengah gulita sahara
Dia pilih Syahid Fi Sabilillah atas segala kursi dan upeti
Dia menuju bintang menggapai malaikat
Dia tentang tindak kuffar pola aniya dimana saja
Maka nilainy pun membumbung tinggi
Harganya semakin tak terperi
Maka siapakah yang sanggup membelinya?
Kecuali Rabb-nya

Thursday, 31 December 2015

Halusinasi (Catatan Akhir Tahun 2015)

Posted by Unknown at 05:08 0 comments


Ada begitu banyak hal yang tersembunyi dalam diriku
Itu membuatku berubah begitu banyak
Itu membuatku tertidur,
Membuat tangan dan kakiku terikat
Mengurungku dalam ruangan yang gelap

Potongan-potongan waktu yang hilang
Kenangan cinta yang telah aku buang
Mereka semua telah terhapus dan terbuang

Tanpa tahu apapun, aku hanya berteriak
Aku hanya punya ingatan ini
Sakit..

Hatiku yang telah membeku bagai es
Namun, ini akan terlupakan setelah aku tidur
Aku ingin melarikan diri dari rasa sakit ini yang membelenggu

Seseorang...
Bangunkan aku
Dari jiwaku yang penuh bekas luka

Langit malam yang berwarna
Penuh olehmu,
Seseorang yang tidak mau pergi
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     
Membangunkanku dari tidurku
Suaramu yang berbisik “aku mencintaimu”
Aroma itu, aku tau itu kamu

Aku mendengar lewat telingaku setiap hari
Aang mencariku “Kau dimana?”
Aku tersembunyi disebuah tempat dimana aku tidak bisa melihatmu
Rasa sakit yang ku terima untukmu

Ketika kemarahanku menjadi satu
Akan kukejar ingatan yang hilang dari tidurku
Aku ingin menemukan diriku sebenarnya
Yang bukan dirimu

Namun luka dihatiku terlalu membesar
Kucoba untuk menyembunyikannya
Tapi mereka bersembunyi dihatiku dan membangunkanku
Aku bertemu denganmu disisi lain

Kenanganku yang mengerikan
Kau memeluk bahkan untuk perasaanku yang hilang
Kau membantuku bangkit dari kehancuran

Aku mencoba untuk tidak melepaskan tanganmu
Aku mencoba untuk menghapus mimpi burukku
Aku mencoba begitu keras
Di tempat ini dimana aku terjebak sendiri
Aku ingin menggulung kegelapan
Temukan aku
 
Meski aku tidak bisa menyentuhmu
Atau disetuh olehmu
Apa yang mengontrolku?
Ini bukan kehidupan yang hidup dalam diriku
Apa yang bisa menyembuhkanku?
Bukanlah obat yang ampuh
Melainkan cintamu,

Di langit malam yang tidak bisa kusentuh
Aku melihatmu berbalik
Membuatku melarikan diri dari hari yang melelahkan

“Maaf” katamu saat kau memegang tanganku
“Jangan pergi” kau memanggilku
Dalam kesedihan bahwa aku tidak bisa melihatmu lagi
Air mataku jatuh lagi

 

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